When this began,
I had nothing to say,
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me,
I was confused,
And I let it all out to find,
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind,
But all that they can see the words revealed,
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel,
Nothing to lose,
Just stuck, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real,
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long,
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real,
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along.
Somewhere I belong.
And I’ve got nothing to say,
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face,
Looking everywhere only to find,
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind,
What do I have but negativity,
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me,
(Nothing to lose),
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone,
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.
I will never know myself until I do this on my own,
And I will never feel anything else, until my wounds are healed,
I will never be anything till I break away from me,
I will break away, I'll find myself today