well... i thaught it was forever for longer. but.. now i'm reallly sure it is forever. or at least for sure.
so what the hell am i thinkin bout that shit?!
it should'nt bother me anymore.
i think it doesn't.
but i'm always kinda sorry for the chance i missed.
why?! you're not the same anymore. and neither am i.
so why is it so hard to let go.
because you never knew the truth. and probably you'll never do.
because you were the only one. and I would have died for the one you were.
but i'm not really interested in the one you are.
you were different.
now you just seem so stupid to me.
might be that you always were.
and i was just to childish to recognize that.
and hey.... i'll never know.
but i'm afraid i'll always wonder.